I wonder why ones mind has so much power over ones actions? I mean really here I am trying to do this diet thing and its like my mind is on a different page. I get up, look in the mirror and say to my reflection "Right! Here we go! Day 1 on of the diet! You know U want this! You know u can do this! Its only 30-40 lbs! LET'S DO IT!" Then 8 hours later I am reaching for the wine gums or some other non diet food!
I mean really! Talk about the spirit being willing but the flesh being very very weak That or the mind just refuses to play along!
I have been doing that the last few days and I finally had it yesterday and threw the whole mess out the window to the Universe and gave my lack of staying power up. So far I have managed to hold it together for 2 days..yippee! I really want this but it is really hard some days to give up the security of the "fat suit". Its safe behind it and I know where I stand in the world.
I have gotten to the point where this layer of the "fat suit" is getting to the inner person that I see myself as. So the question now is am I brave enough to take of the next layer?
I mean really! Talk about the spirit being willing but the flesh being very very weak That or the mind just refuses to play along!
I have been doing that the last few days and I finally had it yesterday and threw the whole mess out the window to the Universe and gave my lack of staying power up. So far I have managed to hold it together for 2 days..yippee! I really want this but it is really hard some days to give up the security of the "fat suit". Its safe behind it and I know where I stand in the world.
I have gotten to the point where this layer of the "fat suit" is getting to the inner person that I see myself as. So the question now is am I brave enough to take of the next layer?
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